we need to talk

hi! it’s been a while.

i’ve been busy with so many things, but whenever i’ve had free time, i just couldn’t get myself to do anything creative; blogging, making videos, or even looking at this site.

i know no one is sitting at home waiting for me to post anything. still, i feel guilty. i started this site to give myself purpose, and the fact that i couldn’t post or even think about it really upset me. if i couldn’t do the one thing that had been bringing me so much joy, what am i even doing?

i’m always hard on myself. i know it’s not a big deal, but i don’t want this to slip away from me. all i ever want to do is talk about music. i’ll be better, and i also know there will be moments when i just can’t be online.

anyways. this is just to say i’m back to posting, and i’m SO extremely thankful for everyone who has sent in their songs. i wrote around 30 down the other day, and the detail you put into your answers makes me feel so grateful and emotional. thank you. love you all.

the music i listen to when i’m feeling stuck:

• “it’s gonna be okay, baby” by MUNA — reassuring, and honestly anything by MUNA soothes me

• all 5sos — just so fun and unserious, instantly gets me out of a bad mood

• maggie rogers’ heard it in a past life album — takes you out of your body and helps you forget what you’re upset about