my big break

in many ways, this website/project/space came from me hitting a breaking point. the past several months, i’ve been running around in circles in my mind. i felt stuck, and it felt like i was doing everything i could to break the cycle. i was going to the gym, i stopped going out every weekend, i was seeing my friends as much as possible while still taking time for myself, i started meditating recently — all the things. and still, i felt stuck. there were certain things that had a hold on me that i just couldn’t shake.

i originally made this website as a portfolio — to prove to myself that i’m capable of doing things. that i’m worth something.

a few things happened in my life that reminded me: i am capable. and honestly? everyone is making shit up all the time. so go for it. do whatever it is you’ve been wanting to do.

i hit my breaking point with the thought that i’m not the person to do the things i want to do.

i’m really glad i took this back and turned it into something i care about. something i actually want to do.

posting on here, creating the instagram, and seeing my friends follow along and submit their favorite songs — it made me realize: i have everything i’ve ever wanted.

this is just extra.